I started this journey in September 2010. 6 and a half years later,my last day at the Tom Baker cancer centre is bittersweet. Well, more sweet than bitter, obviously. I noticed an abnormally large lump in my left axilla (armpit, in non medical terms) and presented it to my family doctor for investigation. She sent… Continue reading My Last Day At The Tom Baker Cancer Centre Is Bittersweet
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3 years cancer free doesn’t mean being free from cancer
I just realized that in mid February, I was ‘officially’ 3 years cancer free. Pretty amazing considering the last few months have been a roller coaster of lumps and tests and needles and stitches. I know the last time I updated about my health it was with a huge sigh of relief that my oncologist’s… Continue reading 3 years cancer free doesn’t mean being free from cancer
The Results Are In
Nothing is more terrifying that knowing that the results are in. It’s the longest drive to the hospital. It’s the longest walk down the hallway and the longest wait in the waiting room. Diagnosis. Right neck node; Biopsy: – Reactive follicular hyperplasia – NO definitive morphological evidence of involvement by nodular lymphocyte predominant Hodgkin lymphoma… Continue reading The Results Are In
What Can I Do For You?
My friends keep asking me “what can I do for you?” and at this point, I honestly don’t know what to tell them. This is so new to me, this whole, telling everyone in my friend circle and publishing it to the world, that I am human and have hard days and that… Continue reading What Can I Do For You?
Is Now The Time To Panic?
Warning: This post is going to suck! I wish I had better news but I don’t, I have cancer…again. I knew in my gut that it was going to be bad news and I walked in ready and bracing for the confirmation. Unlike the first time, when I was oozing positivity almost to the point of… Continue reading Is Now The Time To Panic?
Don’t Panic
He looked me in the face and said, “don’t panic, not yet. let me do the worrying and when there’s something for you to worry about, I’ll let you know.” That’s what my oncologist said to me at my 6 month check up. See, I was deemed cancer free after my scan came… Continue reading Don’t Panic
A Little Help From My Friends
A lot of people have the same reaction when they find out I had cancer while trying to juggle 4 kids and a busy house…”how did you cope?” COPE : definition-verb : Deal effectively with something difficult. I was not coping in any way. I was just going thru the motions for the first little… Continue reading A Little Help From My Friends
Follow-up
Part 3 If you’ve been keeping up with my blog and my story about having cancer I want to THANK YOU! It was a huge leap for me to share my story with the world and reading all the positive comments, emails and messages sending love and prayers and good vibes means so much to… Continue reading Follow-up
In Treatment
Part 2 Being diagnosed with cancer was a life changing, life interrupting, life crippling event. In the hours, days, weeks after hearing those terrifying words, “you have cancer”, I plunged into a deep depression. I lost all ability to control my life, manage my thoughts, basically function as a mother and wife. I was broken.… Continue reading In Treatment
F%CK CANCER
WARNING: For those of you who know me personally please know that we have decided NOT to tell to our 4 children about my experience with cancer. Please keep this in mind when they are present. Part 1 September 14, 2012 marks the 1 year anniversary of the day I was diagnosed with cancer. I… Continue reading F%CK CANCER